tell me you want me to stay forever
'Cause heaven can wait
Sing to me
Don't let me be afraid.


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they forget my name
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My name is farahDee.

Couldn't be compared to your neighbourhood whore.

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M.Firman Samsudin.
11thAugust2009.

Break us, and I'll break your neck.

4 months & counting.


silence scares me
your voice was all i heard

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make it quick
I won't have the time
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so i'm going home
back to the place where i belong
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looking back
would you say goodbye to yesterday
sweet. Currently in Firman's room. Air condition on, song... Fun. love.lovely xoxo hey you! fun fuck you! h-u-r-t :O


Monday, December 14, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
sweet.
My earpiece is spoiled. So in other words, I need a new one.
:(

Nevertheless, I had a great time with Boyfriend for nine long hours today. To make up all the four days he'll be away. Yalah, I very ngada ngada. Why?
Jealous?
Well, you ought to!
:)

Please time, go slow.
Wait. Go faster. Till 19th. Till then, I'll have Boyfriend all for myself yet again.
Correct me if I'm wrong!

& by the way, Haqim can read like double the speed now compared with how he could read the very first time I heard him. Alhamdullillah.
Way to go, my handsome boy.
:)

I love Firman. You don't have to feel any doubts about that!

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@ 2:36 PM
Currently in Firman's room.
Air condition on, song on his handphone on. Woohoo. Sedap per?
HAHAHAHAHAHAA

Naz, Yan, quick come over, can?
I lazy to layan this crazy guy.

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@ 9:04 AM
Fun.
Sorry for the lack of updates. Lately, I've been having fun. Well, since I have two days off, why not make full use of it right?
:)

Been hanging out with friends and of course meeting up with Boyfriend. He's going to Phuket like in, 2 days time and I don't feel good already.

Went Sentosa yesterday and that shall be updated reaaaaaaal soon!
Meeting up with Kiddy was hell yeah!
:D

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Friday, December 11, 2009 @ 8:28 PM
love.lovely
I'll remember you when I get old and I start getting wrinkles from all the times you made me laugh.
Spotlight - Jennifer Hudson


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For once, work today was sucky. Thanks to some kind of people who don't know how to speak God damn English, let alone simple ones, and still have the bloody cheek to order me around. I may be new. But that doesn't mean you can order me around. You want me to do something? Sure, I can do it. But you've got to ask me nicer than that. I don't work for you. I work for the company. Save your breath.

I had to get myself a jab today. The last time I had one was when I was twelve.
I got nervous and scared all over again.

Apart from that, today was great. I meant awesome. Like totally!
:D

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These are the people I finally met, gathered, sat down and crapped things out after four long years. You know what I love about them? That even after four freaking long years, and even after each and everyone of us had changed so much, we still could talk to each other, cracked up jokes with one another, tease at one another. It's like we were never separated before. I always looked forward to the day that everyone is free and just come down to slack, even at Teh Tarik. I don't prolly mind because whenever we go, I can bet that it's not going to be dull.

There's no reason why I shouldn't love them with all my heart.

Hanging out with them last Wednesday was the sex. One more time, baby!

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This guy over here, I must admit, that he almost drove me up to my very own grave lately. There were times when he made me feel upset but recently, he almost killed me. I pulled through and it's true when they say, " It takes two hands to clap! " because I wouldn't be able to make it, let alone be strong, if he didn't make any efforts to help me. All I'm giving him is just another chance and I already felt like I've make the right move.

He surprised me with a pink Supergirl shirt which cost a bomb this morning. I didn't expect anything. I didn't know how to thank him enough. Let alone repay all the littlest things he did for me. I don't know how and I couldn't even repay him.

Some asked, " What does he has that other guys don't? "
Do I really need to answer that? It's not his money. It's not his looks. It's not for fun.
But one thing, the only difference is, he has my heart but the others don't.

Here comes another 11th. And I would like to say, Happy Fourth Monthsary, Muhd Firman.
I know this is the right thing for me.
:)

I love you.

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@ 1:17 AM
xoxo
Happy fourth month anniversary, Muhd Firman.

Proper update soon.
:)

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Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 1:42 AM
hey you!
Love doesn't have a meaning when you hurt me so bad.
Bad Romance - Lady Gaga


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Meeting up with Atq, Azri, Insyirah, Iskandar, Farhan and Zaki was the sex.
Once I got hold of pictures, I'll upload them alright?
:)

Firman and I are back on track.
I love you. Very much.

Proper update soon!

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009 @ 11:27 AM
fun
Umar rode his bike and went down to Teban. Wan came with him.
So we three slacked under the void deck yesterday.
:)

Umar was being so nice yesterday by buying me a packet of food when I told him to do so. Simply because I'm famished.
Duh, right!

Then, headed down to Jurong West because Fathul's father had just leave the world. I hope Fathul will be strong in the near future. I love you tot!

I'm waiting for the time to fly. Meeting my ex JPS cliques again. What could be a better Sunny Wednesday, right? Oh! I'm not working today! Yippee!
:D

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009 @ 11:44 PM
fuck you!
Just how long have you been keeping me in the dark? It's like I'm nothing compared to your brothers.
Well yeah, who am I anyway? I'm just your another egoistic girlfriend. Leave me aside, snap fingers and poof! Come another ten girls. Who cares about me?

Yes?

I'm not going to look for you. Hurtful? Well, this is nothing to be compared to what you've done to me.

If you want me back, you've got to ask. Nicer than that.

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Monday, December 07, 2009 @ 11:52 PM
h-u-r-t
Is I love you your only three words in the vocabulary? Because to me, it seems overused.
Cliche as I call it.

If I were to let you go, do you love me enough to come back? I guess not.
Because you said once it's done, forever it will be done.

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@ 1:32 AM
:O
Yes, I'm bloody hell so difficult to please.
Got a problem with it?

Take it or leave it.

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